J

It’s been so long since i last wrote a letter to someone. To my last love, it’s been a regular thing so after that heartbreak it’s hard for me to write again. But i guess i should just stop blaming the present just cos stuff happened in the past. So here I’ll write on again, for this very special person ☺️

Dear j, it’s been 8 months since the day you told me about “it”. It was and will always be my favorite night ever. It was on a friend’s birthday party, we shared soup and talked all night just under the stars and walked and talked and laughed. I like going back to the little things because they remind me of the many reason why I have fallen in love with you and why I continue to learn to. I will never get tired of just being here, looking at you and learning about the little things that make you happy because to me, your smile means a lot. I dont mind spending forever unraveling the conspiracy of your life.

You are my favorite person in the world right now and by that, i mean both the good and the bad. I dont mind having to wait, having to walk my way to you, if that means you’ll be there at the end waiting for me.

Every time i see you i still get all the butterflies and i still get so nervous just like it’s the first time. It’s with you that I get to be my silly self and be loved by someone as silly. I will never get tired of waiting for that man behind the mask you wear in front of everybody else.

You are my valedictorian, officer, dean’s lister, hipster, mr achiever, rich kid and everything else! But know that even without all those labels, I will still love you over and over again just because you are you ☺️

I’m so glad you are in my life, for being my favorite part 😊

Today, J dropped by my house to give me these. I love that guy 😊😊😊😍

“I don’t think man was meant to attain happiness so easily. Happiness is like those palaces in fairy tales whose gates are guarded by dragons: we must fight in order to conquer it.”
-Alexandre Dumas, The Count of Monte Cristo (via bookmania)
“I want God, not my idea of God.”
-c.s. lewis (via debbyryan)
“Be strong now; be strong.”
-Daniel 10:19 (via each-beat)
“It’s easy to love someone when they’re happy. What’s hard is loving someone when they’re crying on the bathroom floor at 2am because everything came crashing down at once.”
-(via napsforlyfe)